Dear self,
Sometimes I am 100% satisfied with how far I have come in this journey. Then there was this weekend where I just cried in the shower cause I felt so fat. Nothing for right and I wanted everything in sight from food to shoes. Not satisfied at all. My period makes me bloat about 5lbs each month that's frustrating beyond belief. I'm in 100% invested in this journey and I get it I have done well but is it well enough? Will I ever be happy is there a good point I will get to or will my wieght always be a burden? Dear self...my husband/best friend looked at me with sincere eyes yesterday and told me I wasn't fat anymore....anymore? I guess that is true! I am getting to "healthy" and my "healthy" appearance will never be skinny and I need to accept that!
This is my blog so I am totally entitled to ramble complete non sense to myself as I just did. LOL
Dear self....try harder to love yourself as much as your husband does!
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