Swimming suit

Looks much better on the bed than me LOL

Just cruising along

Happy :)

Inches Update (May)

Belly button 41-32.5 (8.5 inches)
Hips 49-41 (8 inches)
Left high thigh 30-23 (7 inches)
Left mid thigh 25-19 (6 inches)
Chest 38-31.3 (6.4 inches)
Left arm 16-13 (3 inches)

38.9 inches. Hell lets just say 40! :)

Inches haven't changed much at all, if anything I am just getting more toned. 

171lbs.....crazy!

Started running hills this week and put in 8 miles walking as well thanks to the hubby and friend. It paid off losing almost 2lbs (1.8) this week.
Gotta keep rocking it! Its almost pool time!

I feel amazingly hot!

Not a bad look

Someone told me I should cinch my waist with a belt to show my curves. So here I am

Well.....

Its a date I am swimsuit shopping on Friday with one of the women that motivated me to join this journey to a better me. Ahhhhhhh I'm scared. I want a cute suit so I need to let go of the things I don't like about my body right now and have fun! Think DOVE full figure woman commercial...I think that's me. :)

I love my fine arse

I do! I love my boo-tay! Here's my size 14 jeans and my fine arse boo-tay :)

46lbs gone

Another pound down this week hoping for a larger number next week

Bootyliscious

The girls at work kept staring so Julisa took a picture :)

I cant get no satisfaction

I lay in bed at 7 pm on Monday night. I cut my hair today 7 inches and guess what I do not feel prettier! I did it because I needed something new and apparently its not what I needed or the hair stylist just didn't know what she was doing but I wasn't jazzed and I do not feel pretty. In a dump mood lately and I assume its my period however I think I'm worrying my husband a little. LOL  I am just not satisfied. I'm not satistfied with my 45 lb loss and now I'm not satisfied with my hair. I need to fix it and not sure what to do maybe add color? Ugh just venting because I'm just in a funk, a really bad, shitty, no good funk!

Gotta wear shades

During the  weekend our goal was to stay outside and on Saturday that's exactly what we did. Honestly its much better when your thinner to withstand the heat. Well belly rolls dont hold sweat you feel much better LOL

A letter from one of my coaches

Makes me feel special and important in this journey without Medi and Russ I promise u I couldn't have been so great

One of those day's

It needs to be the time of the month but its of course reeking havoc on me instead of showing up. Its embarrassed me and made me angry on the scale and it makes me very short fused with my loved ones. Ugh emotions suck! I ate like a horse last night....well OK a small horse as in a colt LOL!  I fell fast asleep but couldn't stay asleep tossed and turned all night was up at 6 being demanded of by my son so I fled the house and just put in two miles at the park BY MYSELF! Pandora radio in my ears and old men walking by me it was complete SERENITY!

THE BEST THING: Medi has taught me that if I punish or treat myself one day I get up and put my butt in high gear to burn it off so today is high protien only and my period better start!
Here's to the best out of my Sunday...I see laundry in my future which is somewhat relaxing.
Muah!